Losing My Light


By: Felicity

Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters, situations, etc.  They belong to the incredibly amazing (and very mean for making everyone miserable!) people at the WB, Fox, Mutant Enemy and of course not to forget the spectacular Joss Whedon!

Author’s Notes: I just watched "Lover's Walk" again, so guess what came out...  This is from Angel's POV when Buffy told him she wasn't coming back.

Hell never hurt
As losing her hurt
As seeing her walk away
This time
It was her choice
And that made it worse
This time
It was willingly
I told her I couldn't accept it
What I meant
Was I couldn't live with it
She's my light
My hope
The only thing
In my world
That is real
That is true
She holds me here
Only her
When she isn't near
I read
I dream
I live in worlds
Other than the
Real one
Because I know
She's coming
I know she'll find me
Wherever I am
Bring me back
To Earth
Show me the light
In my darkness
Without that
I am lostAnd now she's gone
For the first time
She's not coming back
My light's gone
My hope
My life
Because I love her
Because I love her
I'm losing my light

THE END

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