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Disclaimer: I own nothing, Buffy&Co. belong to Joss Whedon, set after the last scene between B/A in Lover's Walk. Buffy POV.
Author's Note: feedback please, tell me what u think
Pain. I wonder if that's the right word the right word to use, what word could describe the aches in my heart. Selfishness. Cruelness. Or even lonliness. Maybe those words don't describe the aches I feel, maybe those words describe me. My selfishness for trying to hurt him and not myself which is exactly what I did anyway. The cruel words I said breaking his heart along with mine. So I guess the lonliness is the aftermath, in the end I'm always alone and just when I find someone I love, I blow it.
Spike was right, I hate to admit it but it's true. "You'll be in love till it kills you both". That phrase just plays over and over in my mind, but then again maybe it's not true, I won't love him till it kills us both, I'll love him much longer than that and I can't deny that to Ange l nor myself. Love conquers all and maybe it can conquerthe obstacles we face now and the ones to come. Then, only then will I truly be happy.