Possession


By: Amanda

Disclaimer:They aren't mine, now how incredibly depressing is that?  Joss should share but he doesn't want to.  The pretty song isn't mine either.  Sarah McLachlan owns it.  It is off her "Fumbling Towards Ecstasy" CD.

Author's Notes: This is about as angst-ridden as I'll get!  I'm a happy B/A person.

*The Graveyard*

Buffy: Angel, stop being stealth-guy and leave or help me hunt.

Angel comes out from behind a tree.

Angel: How did you know I was here?

Buffy: My nice little Slayer sense you set it off differently.

Angel: So is that good or bad?

Buffy: Depends

Angel: On what?

Buffy: On whether or not you give me a kiss.

Angel turns away

Buffy: Angel, what's wrong?

Angel: Buffy, we can't do this.  I can't give you what you want or need.  You need someone who be with you all the time, not just a shadow at night.

Buffy: I don't want someone to be with me all the time if it isn't you!

Angel: You shouldn't love me.  I AM a demon, Buffy.  Pure and Simple!!

Buffy: YOU are not a demon, a demon INHABITS your body.  There is a difference.  I CAN'T HELP THE WAY I FEEL!  I CAN'T STOP LOVING YOU.

Buffy starts crying

Buffy: You are the only thing keeping me sane.  My mom puts so much pressure on me to go to college even though she truly knows that I can't abadon my duties and the fact that I may die before then.  Giles wants me to be the perfect slayer and go to college.  My friends' lives all depend on me.  You are the only person that doesn't put any pressure on me.  You treat me special; I don't have to be tough.  You are the only person I can cry in front of.  I can't live without you; I just can't!!!  I won't!!!

Buffy runs home, sobbing.  Angel walks home close to tears.  Both turn put on a CD.

*Buffy's Room*

Buffy is lying in her room, listening to her Sarah McLachlan CD that Angel bought her.

*Angel's Apartment*

Angel puts on the CD in his player.

(The song is playing simulataneous for both.)

Listen as the wind blows from across the great divide
voices trapped in yearning, memories trapped in time
the night is my companion, and solitude my guide
would I spend forever here and not be satisfied?
and I would be the one
to hold you down
kiss you so hard
I'll take your breath away
and after, I'd wipe away the tears
just close your eyes dear
Through this world I've stumbled
so many times betrayed
trying to find an honest word to find
the truth enslaved
oh you speak to me in riddles
and you speak to me in rhymes
my body aches to breathe your breath
your words keep me alive
And I would be the one
to hold you down
kiss you so hard
I'll take your breath away
and after, I'd wipe away the tears
just close your eyes dear
Into this night I wander
it's morning that I dread
another day of knowing of
the path I fear to tread
oh into the sea of waking dreams
I follow without pride
nothing stands between us here
and I won't be denied
and I would be the one
to hold you down
kiss you so hard
I'll take your breath away
and after, I'd wipe away the tears
just close your eyes...

Buffy is crying, while Angel is brooding.  They turn off their CD players and call the local radio station.

Announcer: Okay, here comes a request for Sarah McLachlan's "Possession".  It goes out from Angel to Buffy.  He says, "I love you, and you keep me alive."  It also goes out,wow,from Buffy to Angel.  She says, "I love you; therefore, nothing stands between us."  I hope you two find each other.&nsbp; Now for all you listeners out in radio land, here it is.  "Possession" by Sarah McLachlan.

Listen as the wind blows from across the great divide
voices trapped in yearning, memories trapped in time
the night is my companion, and solitude my guide
would I spend forever here and not be satisfied?
and I would be the one
to hold you down
kiss you so hard
I'll take your breath away
and after, I'd wipe away the tears
just close your eyes dear
Through this world I've stumbled
so many times betrayed
trying to find an honest word to find
the truth enslaved
oh you speak to me in riddles
and you speak to me in rhymes
my body aches to breathe your breath
your words keep me alive
And I would be the one
to hold you down
kiss you so hard
I'll take your breath away
and after, I'd wipe away the tears
just close your eyes dear
Into this night I wander
it's morning that I dread
another day of knowing of
the path I fear to tread
oh into the sea of waking dreams
I follow without pride
nothing stands between us here
and I won't be denied
and I would be the one
to hold you down
kiss you so hard
I'll take your breath away
and after, I'd wipe away the tears
just close your eyes...

Buffy climbs out her window after hearing Angel's request and walks to the graveyard.  Angel does the same after hearing Buffy's request.

Angel: Buffy

Buffy: Shut up and kiss me, Angel.

Angel and Buffy kiss.

Buffy: Angel, you are the only one I care about.

Angel: Buffy, I love you.  Forget about what I said because I only did it for you to have a chance at a normal life.  But, if you want a life with me, I love you forever.

They kiss again.&nbps; But they don't see Jenny Calendar, but they hear her speak.

Jenny: Together Forever.  For true love, that's all that matters.  You two need to be together.  All is peaceful now because the curse is permanent, now.  Your unconditional love for each other made it permanent.  Tell Rupert I love him forever, but he needs to move on.

She disappears, as does her voice.  Buffy and Angel walk back to his apartment and lie down in his bed.  Tomorrow will start the rest of their life together.

THE END

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